Cabut Gigi Part 3

Gigi saye dah ok.

I mean, takde la ok tapi takde la rase swollen macam semalam.
I'm still on soft diet. Makan bubur macam kimi.

Yang tak best, time aku sakit gigi mak masak gulai daging cili api la, ikan masak merah... kecewa ok.

Harini ada possibility stay at home the whole day, sebab pipi kiri saya swollen macam bola tennis. Tak pon macam rupa orang beguk. Adoi, huduh.

Cabut Gigi Part 2

Its almost 5 hours after the extraction.

Anesthetic pun dah wear off.

SAKIT GILA!
MAKKKKKKKKKK SAKETTT.

Ye blog saye maybe jadi tempat saya menjerit utk lagi 2-3 post sampai la swelling reda. Sakit ok. Pusing kanan salah, terlentang salah, pusing kiri lagi la tak boleh sebab cabut belah kiri.

Huuhuhuhuh nangis...

Cabut Gigi

My gigi bongsu have been hurting me since a very long time ago, but usually the pain would go in a couple of days, a week at most. This time, dah sakit for two weeks, pun tak baik2 lagi.

The dentist that i went to said that I have no choice but to remove my gigi bongsu, or it'll keep hurting for the rest of my life. Besides, the tooth is so badly infected that there is a lot of puss already (disgusting, I know).

So harini dengan beraninya saye pegi cabut gigi bongsu saya. Sakitnya Tuhan aje yang tau! The dentist said if I could give birth then this should be like gigit semut aje. But I tell you, I'd rather give birth again than cabut gigi one more time!!!! Sakit like hell.

The dentist said my tooth was huge and deeply rooted. So agak susah nak keluarkan. I dont know what they did, tapi at one point, the dentist was wriggling my tooth kiri kanan kiri kanan lepas tu sampai jaw aku pun boleh rasa senget ok!!!! The tooth just wont come out. Degil macam gue. Pastu dah try tarik pakai pliers tu tak jalan, dia potong lagi gum aku, then tarik lagi and lagi and lagi. Dentist tu cakap dia jarang kena guna that much energy to cabut gigi orang. Bone aku kuat katenya.

Hah, gue dapat cukup kalsium ok!

So bila dah cabut tu, dude the tooth was huge. Ada 3 roots, and they were not all pointing down. Roots dia mcam bengkok2 sikit, bengkok kiri, bengkok kanan... That's why they had a hard time trying to extract it out. Geli eww.

Now, 3 hours after, it feels like there's a tennis ball in my mouth and my tongue is all numb. And the dentist warned me that it will swell like hell due to the ganas tarik2 action. Dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Looks like I'll be sharing kimi's food for a couple of days now.

Quoting my dentist, Happy Swelling!

Notes Left Behind

Little Elena Desserich was diagnosed with brain cancer just before her 6th birthday. Doctors gave her approximately 135 days to live.

So what did she do with her remaining days? She hid little love notes around the house for her family to find after she was gone. The notes are in between CD cases, between bookshelves, in dresser drawers, in backpacks....

find out more notes at Elena's Notes

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Sangat heartwarming. Her parents have published her notes in a book called Notes Left Behind to fund a non-profit organization, The Cure Starts Now, dedicated to fighting pediatric brain cancer.

Some people though that the story is faked, some said its bullshit, that the parents are doing all this for money. I dont care. And I wont know the truth anyways. So why dont we all put the skepticism aside and just enjoy the story as it is.

Handle With Care

Synopsis:
When Charlotte and Sean O’Keefe’s daughter, Willow, is born with severe osteogenesis imperfecta, they are devastated – she will suffer hundreds of broken bones as she grows, a lifetime of pain. As the family struggles to make ends meet to cover Willow’s medical expenses, Charlotte thinks she has found an answer. If she files a wrongful birth lawsuit against her ob/gyn for not telling her in advance that her child would be born severely disabled, the monetary payouts might ensure a lifetime of care for Willow. But it means that Charlotte has to get up in a court of law and say in public that she would have terminated the pregnancy if she’d known about the disability in advance – words that her husband can’t abide, that Willow will hear, and that Charlotte cannot reconcile. And the ob/gyn she’s suing isn’t just her physician – it’s her best friend.

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*Spoilers ahead*

My motherly instinct was what made me spent RM40 to get the book off the shelf.

Now I wish I could get half of that money back.

The buku is very captivating, if you ask me. It kept me glued sampaiiiiiiiiii the last chapter. Cara dia tulis cerita ni macam diary. All characters write their stories and address them all to Willow. You read about Charlotte's struggle with the whole wrongful birth issue, Sean's to convince Willow that he loves her no matter what her mom would say, Amelia's to get noticed by her parents who are so busy with Willow, Piper's to belief the fact that her bestfriend is suing her. You read about all but Willow's.

Lepas tu sambil baca aku pun ada conflict sendiri, would I do the same had it been my son? Would I lie that I wish my son had never been born, all for the sake of getting more money so that my son will get the best treatment there is? Or would I rather have my son not have all that than lying to the public?

So, why, if it is that interesting, that I want half my money back?

Because the ending sucks. BIG TIME.

Ada ke lepas cerita panjang-panjang, pasal masuk court, tau sapa menang and dapat duit ke tak and what not, only to find out that all that effort is in vain??? Bodo betul wasting my tears aje.

Willow's story became the ending of the book. You get to finally know how Willow really feels the whole time. How it feels to break bones, to hear your mother testifying that she wishes you were never born, to have a father who is seldom home, to have parents who are constantly fighting and to have a sister who is mentally psycho. Lepas tu last sekali, about dua - tiga final sentences of the book, rasa macam nak campak2 and pijak2 and buat sup je buku tu. Marah betul gue.